Monday, July 04, 2016

Those Days of Past

Smile is spreading from my face
As I walk in the day of present
there is no any trace of regret
just wonderful memories and a lot of learnings
Life is so precious as it seems
every good and bad things
every smile I spread and every tears I shed
every joys I lived with and every sorrow that crumbled my heart
all it does not matters now
everything are just amazing memories
a pleasure adventure had it been
a priceless collection it has been


floating on the tide of time
there never were steady comforts
never were just the days of pain
it had been a great mixture of events
may not have been the man I wanted to be
may not have conquered my dreams I lived by
may have been failure in the world's eye
but again satisfaction inside my heart
the calmness that I am experiencing
what a pleasure adventure had it been
a priceless collection it has been

Monday, July 08, 2013

Twist

Haunted by the undressed time
shyness becomes a case of deficiency
and the thoughts focused out of window
was the soul dipping down in the dumps

no embarrassment for the eyes though
to have a bath ahead of crowd
ahead of people, ahead of time
those who over-whelmed in the first sight
deserved to be punished, deserve to endured

when a kind heart becomes a waste
enfolding is treated as a betrayal
then the hands compelled to be punch
though heart cries the tears of blood

Life is a highway, with twists and turns
never gonna stop till its end
no apologies though no back gear
nothing is certain, meaningless to swear

standing in shadow means sunshine is there
separation and sorrow means happiness is near
a brighter place, desired company
awaited peace and wanted bliss
may be somewhere, somewhere in the midst
got to be patient, just to clear the twist

Kiss you

kiss you in the morning, kiss you in the night
kiss you when you are far away, kiss you holding tight
kiss you on the dusk, kiss you on the dawn
kiss you in the crowd, kiss you on the lawn
kiss you in the pleasure, kiss you in the pain
kiss you in the loss, kiss you in the gain
kiss you when you are happy, kiss you when you are sad
kiss you when you are good, kiss you when you are bad
kiss you for something, kiss you for anything
kiss you for everything, kiss you for nothing
kiss you when you smile, kiss you when you cry
kiss you when its true, kiss you when you lie
I just can't stop kissing you my love
kiss you till i live
even after i die.

Stranger

flowers with the taste of eternity
blooming in the haste of life
a touchy spirit dim in the fog
the awaited Sun could penetrate the haze
silence in the whispering ears
a clear voice won't confuse mind
an image standing on the twilight
yet to be brightened, yet to be discovered
a person hiding behind the mask
calling hands had the well-known eyes
flickering lips flowing in the foggy breeze
sensitive ears had so much pleasure to catch
closed eyes leading to unknown direction
so many dreams had so much pleasure to watch
 

A Day

In an open mind of blue sky 
dense forest hidden with the songs of birds 
grasses kissing the air gently 
and the cool cool wind 
always in a hurry to hug trees 
a gentle touch of morning drop 
falling on the olive leaves 
a finger can let go its touch 
but the heart always have the temptation 

A fresh fog in the morning light 
so is pulsing, need some walk 
a clear river flowing on the way 
so much love, pouring on the stones 
stones might not feel the intensity 
but the water will never ever quit 
will always pour, will always flow 
though the stone will never get soft 

A ride in the day 
warm air brushing my face 
hairs are restless, moves up and down 
ears are so busy, loves the sound 
far far in the horizon above a green hill 
a rainbow opens the majestic pass-way 
eyes get emotional no place for tears 
so lost in the thoughts, living in fantasy 
but the soul remains the shield as always 
will never fall, will never ever give away 

Miracle in the dark shiny sky 
pictures made by the twinkling stars 
so romantic and so much deceiving 
as it is always the mighty full Moon 
so peace and so much calmer 
eyes on the sky body in the grass 
with an open arm 
I counted the stars 
I looked to my side, no one to share 
I wasnt alone either, someone was there 
Heart felt the touch, lips get wet 
night gets thinner, nesting my mate 
before going in the dreamy world 
before falling into the sleep 
a kiss is needed, so dense and deep 
wherever I go, whatever I do 
Just feel safe, I always belong to you.

Better Man

hard to the unjudged time...
searching for the rhyme
undressed and the undone inside
still standing with self pride
no hell is the road that i'm going
no hell is my smile
no hell is the time lapsing
no hell in the sunshine
living dreaming and yet screaming
no way that could stop
neither could be done again
nor could it be flip flopped
life is still going as ever
flying will be the wings
right man needs a living fever
not an extraordinary swing.

म पग्लिदिउला

तिमी फूल भई मुस्कुराइरहने भए
म सुगन्ध भयर फैलिरहुला
तिमी जून भई झिल्मिलाइरहने भए
म तारा बनेर सघाइरहुला
तिमी बर्षा भएर बर्षिरहने भए
म धर्ती भएर रुझिदिउला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

तिमी मयूर भएर नाचिरहने भए
म कोईली भएर गाइदिउला
तिमी नदी भई बगिरहने भए
म सागर भएर पर्खिरहुला
तिमी घाम भएर उदाइरहने भए
म हिमाल भएर कुरिदिउला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

तिमी लता भएर बढिरहने भए
म बृक्ष भयर उभिदिउला
तिमी पवन भई चलिरहने भए
म पतिङ्गर भएर उडिदिउला
तिमी एक्लो भएर लडिरहने भए
म शाहस भई उठाइरहुला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

sudden breakout

if tearing down my heart makes something good
if suffocating myself to the death is any better
well my love i would already have been in lap
sleeping well, enjoying the company of supernatural

the heart has a language
speaking, listening and expressing
neither had been stopped by the twists of time
nor have been affected by the direction of wind
goes on and on, in a destination
unaffected and unstopped by the external aspects
running open in rain with arms wide open
defeating the pushes of storm by the chest...
smiling in the lightening of the clouds...
and enjoying the trip of tornado

happy feelings and smile may not be invented by the will
maybe they are to be discovered self
internal sunshine that blooms in the midst of heart
may or may not have the reason and consequences
yet they will have the wagon going on in the highway
feeling the wings in the wind
flying aloft in the rush of life...
no counts of time passing by
and no counts of the pinches carried by the body
well no any fear for the grave waiting
and no sorrow for the desperate tears willing to pour down
smile opens the gateway to heaven
no matter how desperate is hell to meet

Never Stops

so calm... so much steady..
so many wars going inside...
but still the smiling face wont stop smiling...
so much passion... so much tension....
so many feelings running through the veins....
but still the smiling face wont stop holding the tears...
so much talks...so many rumors...
but still the smiling face wont stop being carefree and move on...
so many dreams... so much to do...
but still the smiling face wont stop being responsible...
hands are open... transparent heart...
but still the soul never stop to entertain the freedom...
so many obstacles... so many failure...
so many thoughts... so many negativeness...
but still the smiling face never stop being optimist...
walking in an open highway...
being unaffected by the blows of time...
But still the legs of smiling face never stop to march on.

Where am I?

Where am I?
Below the shiny stars
no any lights to lead
with the dark noise
and the swollen through
beneath a bare tree
searching for a place to hide
ask myself a question
where am I?

Down in the dungeon of hell
a lightening wont show me the way
dreams of the white angel wings
motivates me to jump from the cliff
no hope has ever carried a hope
why should I ever believe in fact
leaning, crawling in the muddy surface
ask myself a question
where am I?

Fight like a knight
roar like a lion
run like a light
cry like a thunder volt
well well well!
Too much thoughts for now
got to ask myself a question
where the hell am I!?

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Stone and the water

In an open mind of blue sky
dense forest hidden with the songs of birds
grasses kissing the air gently
and the cool cool wind
always in a hurry to hug trees
a gentle touch of morning drop
falling on the olive leaves
a finger can let go its touch
but the heart always have the temptation

A fresh fog in the morning light
so is pulsing, need some walk
a clear river flowing on the way
so much love, pouring on the stones
stones might not feel the intensity
but the water will never ever quit
will always pour, will always flow
though the stone will never get wet

A ride in the day
warm air brushing my face
hairs are restless, moves up and down
ears are so busy, loves the sound
far far in the horizon above a green hill
a rainbow opens the majestic pass-way
eyes get emotional no place for tears
so lost in the thoughts, living in fantasy
but the soul remains the shield as always
will never fall, will never ever give away

Miracle in the dark shiny sky
pictures made by the twinkling stars
so romantic and so much deceiving
as it is always the mighty full Moon
so peace and so much calmer
eyes on the sky body in the grass
with an open arm
I counted the stars
I looked to my side, no one to share
I wasnt alone either, someone was there
Heart felt the touch, lips get wet
night gets thinner, nesting my mate
before going in the dreamy world
before falling into the sleep
a kiss is needed, so dense and deep
wherever I go, whatever I do
Just feel safe, I always belong to you.

Friday, January 01, 2010

Stranger

flowers with the taste of eternity
blooming in the haste of life
a touchy spirit dim in the fog
the awaited Sun could penetrate the haze
silence in the whispering ears
a clear voice won't confuse mind
an image standing on the twilight
yet to be brightened, yet to be discovered
a person hiding behind the mask
calling hands had the well-known eyes
flippering lips flowing in the foggy breeze
sensitive ears had so much pleasure to catch
closed eyes leading to unknown direction
so many dreams had so much pleasure to watch

Monday, September 07, 2009

Tears and smile



My love, a sweet voice penetrating my heart

a glance which can tear me apart
were those eyes disapproving thoughts of mine
was a glance but chilling body of mine.

a special day, an especial moment
hands holding each other, eyes on competition
lust for love, fragments of desire
appetite of wants were caged in a hug.

was a day, was a time
the suffocating willingness were ruled out
a concrete dilemma had a melting conclusion
when your juicy lips nested on mine
there were no sufferings, no pains anymore
were incredible mixture of tears and smile.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Last time


A ray of light, spreading down from window
who cares its silver or golden
who judges its right or wrong
when a soul inside the cage
fighting with a dreadful darkness
opens the eyes of the scarcity

when was last time a soul die in piece
when was last time a soul die in bliss
neither was a sorrow for a spirit
nor was a tears for a knight soul

a faith in the heart which always leads
to the door of almighty lord
a love never suppressed in a throat
a want always motive to go
when the last time it stopped
when was the last time it disbelieved

internal tornado always ever blows
every drop of selfish blood
painting the innocent heart
when was it able to colour the sole truth
when was the last time it dismental its deeds!
though eyes sees what are infront
when was the last time the eyes really opened
when was last time it crossed the external brigade

thinking is really a good thing to do
but hoping and expecting adds the bitterness
think for a real, think for mighty lord
never goes in waste, always proves its presence
mind is an aluminium bucket
what you keep on it doesn't really visible
let it hide from other but don't let it run away

when was the last time you walked for a mile
when was the last time your feet feel the pain
but its not your feet that are walking
its not them which are suffering
that's your mind walking
that's your thoughts that are aching
never mind, television is how much big
never mind, show is how much boaring
you got the remote control
you got your mighty wish

when was the last time you cried for a day
when was the last time you smile whole day
feelings are just consequences of virtuals
let you always feel what you need
let you always do what you mean
shadows are just a big lie
just step your feet bravely on it
its not your soul who is frightful
its your thoughts which is feeble
clear the haze being sharp edge
whenever falls, finishes the job.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

She



A girl in a city street
living alone with her relatives
she was smart, she was thankful
she was vaccant but was hopeful
was so silent smiles rarely
was beautiful, speaks barely
parents were there
friends were there
but was lonely no one to share
was so simple was so feeble
but was so stone hearted
wasn't a breakable
thoughts were clear
willingness to bear
was a beauty
was so fair

many wind blow upon her
many rain were discovered
many sunny days missed her
was too hard to be concurred
she thinks so hard
listens very much
relax small part
and worries so much
She is so confused, pretends to be clear
shows the anger and hides her fear
so closed to herself
so closed to boundary
never ever offer
listen to the other
never want to lead
happy to be follower

pink sari, with pink shandle
pink ear-ring, black hair
black eyliner, black eye
round ring on nose, red cheek
red lips, pink colour lipstick
what a figure, what a statue
living in dreams,youth's heartbeat
is a girl of city street.

Mama take me home

I brushed their shoes
I wash their dish
I cook their meal
and clean their house
I massage their clothes
Mama I'm never appreciated

I work so hard, hard to death
they come to me slap my face
I can't cry loud, can't breathe deep
they catch my ear, no freedom to weep
so suffocating here, nowhere to go
ear to listen and my heads to bow
can't sleep longer, can't go farther
can't smile awhile, can't talk louder
mama take to me to my home
I want to cry in your lap
mama whisper a word
I want to hear your sound

those rusty glasses, those cold water
those dirty floor, those cold marble
those angry eyes, those scolding lips
those kicking shoes, those slapping hands
those beating stick, those pinching fingers
mama please take me home
I can't wash the glasses any-more
mama please grab me
I want to feel your cure

father came and sold me away
he is a drunkard, I do know
but you are a mother
take me to my home
I can't die further
want to smile a day
forgetting the internal dismay
Please mama don't be so harder.

I close my eyes, I feel you
I wish my eyes be closed forever
when I dream, I see you
I wish my life be a dream
Mama take me to my home
keep your hands to my forehead
I want to feel your love

You bear hours of pain when I was born
Don't push me mama to the pain for a life
where are those loving eyes mama?
where are those loving hands?
a question for you mama
and I want an answer
mama take me to my home
I wanna read
give me my books
I want to join the school

God please take a time from the world
make a leisure to look at me
a breaking piece of life is searching you
a haunted soul is searching for eternal piece
just give a minute, give a second
a small child is praying for your help
mama please take me to my home
I want to feel life
I want to feel your love.

Melt Again


Got your number, got your name
just can't call, just can't talk
know your face, know your eyes
just can't watch, just can't stare
I know your place, know your street
just can't wait, just can't meet
know your mind, know your thoughts
just can't read, just can't admire

want to love one, wanna to be loved
just can't find one, just can't like one
wanted to be lost, wanted to be devoted
just can't believe, just can't go deep
many in line, many are fine
just can't grab one, just can't take one
see the flowers, see the roses
just can't like, just can't love

Ask myself why I like to be isolated?
why do I love to be single?
just can't find answer
just can't forget your face.

And upto these days
a lot of water has flown from river
they don't come back
now I've walked miles away
now I'm going to change
got to forget the past
wecome the future
want to take chance
want to have change
just can't wait longer
just can't die further
break those walls,
break those each breaks
breaks of the isolation
avoiding the solitation
just don't wanna freeze
just wanna melt again.