Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I’M FLYING

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

Nothing left to be told mine
and none of the things are going fine
feels there’s full stop ahead my line
and I’m going on a binge
to sink myself all in wine
to tell it’s the only thing of mine.

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

None path are left to go on
nobody’s behind me to hide and run
feels I’ve no twist and turn
to protect myself from massive burn
no any aims to head on
and no any steps to roll on.

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

FUTURE FOLLOWED BY TIDES

You told me, you love me
you’ll love me till the end of time
you’ll hold me in the dark and sunshine
will always try hard for the joys of mine
will help me to reach the things I’m trying
and you make me feel you’re mine gods’ design
I believed, believed though you were lying
‘cuz I don’t know,
Don’t know the things out of my sight
the darkness deep inside of light
the things behind my eyes
those truth based on lies
and the future followed by tides.

I tasted your kiss but not your pain.
I realized your innocence not the guilt.
I saw your laughter but not its reason.
I recognized your smile not the thunder.
I knew your body but not its spirit.
I feel your love not its mystery.
I’m trapped, trapped in your ambush.
‘cuz I don’t know,
Don’t know the things out of my sight
the darkness deep inside of light.
the things behind my eyes
those truth based on lies
and the future followed by tides.

Don't give up

When your houseful of wish
burned by fire.
All people got you
to kill your desire.
Your research and sacrifice
have never been admired.
You always worked hard
and got fired.
Then you kneel down catching ears
being extremely tired.

Don’t give up,
Don’t give up, ‘cuz soon the morning will come
spreading happiness all over your home
keep on chasing the destination you’re shown
try hard till there is strength in your bone.

When you have many things to tell
and none to share.
You see beautiful things
but have no time to stare.
You are said to have friends
but none to care.
And you feel the life you’ve
isn’t that much fair.
Then you kneel down and scream
catching your hair.

Don’t give up,
Don’t give up, ‘cuz soon the morning will come
spreading happiness all over your home
keep on chasing the destination you’re shown
try hard till there is strength in your bone.

LEARNING FROM MISTAKES

Look at those flowers blooming
same is my life, it’s developing
You may think, I’m bleeding
but you don’t that I’m learning.

Learning from all of my mistakes
giving the cost that it takes
looking the mistakes what it takes
and all waiting for good days.

Good days which we couldn’t see
but it’s different what we feel
I’ll be the one I wanted to be
and you’ll see the different side of me.

The side of me which you’ve never found
all the melody of good sound
like the miracle of mystery town
happiness will go round and round.

Round and round like the earth we live in
other will puzzle where I’ve been?
I’ll show things they’ve never seen
tell those truth they’ve never mean.

REGRETS

Hard feelings comes on my mind
recalling the mistakes I’ve done.
My love toward you was too much blind
now eyes are opened but time has gone.

It was my fault to push you forward
remaining myself to take a backseat.
Gave you bliss not caring hazard
to suffer myself the blazing heat.

I was fool to save you having thumps
encouraging you being a cartoon
I threw myself down in the dumps
just to make you feel over the Moon.

Precious time was wasted in fake
following you in all of your ways.
No steps are left, that I could take
I’m regretting all of these days.

DARKNESS

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why so you always bother?
where do you have hidden my lover?
She was the limit of my addition
and it’s the reason of my frustration.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why have you been suffocating?
where do you have left my darling?
She was the centre of my happiness
and it is the reason of my loneliness.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been a pain-giver?
where do you have blocked my healer?
She was the source of mine passion
and it’s the reason that I’m in tension.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been a frightener?
where do you have disappeared my huger?
She was inside me and in my beyond
and it’s reason I’m dying each second.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been so much hard?
where do you where do you have taken my sweetheart?
She was the key of my success
And it’s the reason that I’m in mess.

NO SOURCE, NO POEMS

Those days were my best days
when we were together
Flower used to bloom in the garden
and the smell used to prove your presence
my words used to be literature
and I used to talk in rhyme
my heart was filled with melody
and I used to dance in the sunshine
But you are no more for company
question comes where is my poetry?
As an answer, I do claim
No source, no poems

Days have bee changed with ticking time
band of changes has left their sign
my words are limited upon them
and I’ve carried all the blames
heart is left as pounding machine
memories are busy on chasing
flower still blooms in the garden
but it’s meaningless in your absence
I’m left to bear the pain of departure
Question comes where is my literature?
As an answer, I do claim
No source, no poems

I’M IN LOVE

Sound sleep has left me apart
appetite has left me alone
mind goes on circulating each second
pounding of heart has driven me mad
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

All night I only see you
although eyes are remained close
all day I dream of you
although eyes are remained open.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

Each second I search a way to meet
without finding any, I get frustrated
lighting a little candle of hope
I get controlled and feel sop.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

Your single glance penetrates me
cool breeze flies me aloft
your silent ness suffocates me
and your smile heals me up.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

DECISION

All of time when I close my eyes
I see you telling me hi!
with smiling and moving your fingers
greeting me with beautiful words.

I’m bounded by social division
I couldn’t express my feelings to you
Fear chills all around my body
wondering that what will you react?

I don’t know what you feel of me
but I’ve decided to live with you
Walking with you all of my way
following you all night and day.

PLEASE DON’T DO IT

Collecting all my thoughts
I’m in conclusion of you
You are my source of encouragement
I’ll scarify all my life to you
My life will be lonely
if it don’t contained you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I love being stared.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I love being touched.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I love being hugged.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I love being kissed.

Learning all my emotions
I’m in conclusion of you
You are my source of affection
I’ll always express to you
My words will be frustrating
if it don’t touch you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I wanna deep inside it.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I wanna feel your touch.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I wanna keep you in my arms.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I want to share mine breathe.

Recognizing all my wills
I’m in conclusion of you.
You are the source of my aims
I’ll always get it through you.
My success will be worthless
if it don’t impress you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I love being stared.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I love being touched.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I love being hugged.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I love being kissed.

IN SPITE OF LOVE

I couldn’t see the devil in your eyes
they were blocked by tilting ocean
Now, you’ve shown your reality
Without feeling a trace of diffidence

Thank you for treating me like this
for all the pains you’ve given
for all the pleasure you’ve robbed
and for all the desire you’ve killed
in stead of love
in spite of my love

Just, just, just!! Get away from me
I can’t bear you anymore
Go away taking all of the ash
You’ve got burning my heart

Thank you for behaving me like this
for all the happiness you’ve sucked
for all the tragedy you’ve made
and for all the thraces you’ve presented
in stead of love
in spite of my love

My tears have become cheap for you
and my blood drops are worthless
My happiness is uncomfortable for you
and my gloom are to gloat
So the last thing I wanna tell you is...

Thank you for treating me like this
for all the difficulties you’ve made
for all the obstacles you’ve kept
for all the wishes you’ve killed
in stead of love
in spite of my love

Explorer

I saw the beautiful twinkling Stars
when I look up at night
And then I saw Moon and Mars
thinking them my air went tight
You’re like struggling death in scarce
but to overcome you I’ll fight
I don’t know it’s easy or harsh
but I do know I’m doing is right.

The sparkling Stars and the moving planet
we all are confused by your miracle
The little Asteroid and the shooting Comet
I’m collecting energy for your mettle
For a little lose I won’t be upset
‘cuz my thoughts are not so feeble
You may think nobody’s gonna win your bet
But I‘ll be the man to clear your riddle

The endless Universe and the burning Sun
you’ll see I’ll explore your mystery
You are my destination and I’ll never run
‘cuz I wanna be the man in history
I’ll reach you and make you turn
education will be my mental energy
Oh! God never ever let me burn
I wanna be the explorer of my country.