I'm Tired

I’m tired of showing
Showing those false laughter
Showing all those glitter
Putting myself in bender
Exposing the never got pleasure
And hiding all of my disaster

I’m tired of being
Being good to everyone
Expressing all of the fun
Knowing that I’ve never done
Supporting their every tone
and living my life all alone.

I’m tired of making
Making myself lock in chains
Giving them supporting friend
Seeking their handful of pains
Presenting those asked by their brain
And letting myself to be drain

I’m tired of living
Living the life I’ve hired
Sacrificing all my happiness
Recognizing I’ve never been admired
Knowing that I’ll be retired
having the fault that I’m tired.