Friday, October 31, 2008

Give me answer

When the Universe is that much big
god please give me an answer
why do you created Earth as a cage?
when you created Earth
Why do you suffocate them in a place?
My lord! when you created friends
when you bloom fresh emotion for friendship
why do you created separation?
when you made companions
why do you push them in sorrow?

I'm asking when you created a heart
why do you make it so weak?
when you make love
why do you make break ups?

please tell me god
when you make happiness
why do you congest them in a boundary?
when you make a spiritual smile
why do you drench them in ocean of tears?

I'm asking you because I'm suffering
suffering from so called gifted life
burning in the fire of separation
without finding any place for motivation
now give me the last answer
why do you make a life?
when you know its meaningless leaving all alone.

I've being hurt by your creation
I've been crying, I've been dying
sinking down in the sea of sorrow
writing this poem to make you answer
though I know that you never exist
if you ere real, if you were here
thing would have been so much different

If you exist, the I'll suggest you
make a machine instead of human
make them work, kill their emotion
don't make friends and don't make separations
make your slaves who will pray
will call your name, 24 hours a day.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008


There were tears on my eyes
hands were shaking
lips were speechless
heart was pounding hard
eyes were steady
in the hospital bed
accomplish with your presence

My darling, I'ne been waking
I've been waitingI've been expecting
and I've been praying for you
open your eyes, smile for once
how hard is this time?
how difficult it is to breathe without you?
I'm kissing your hand

I'm reading stories for you
I can't rest for awhileI can't sleep for a moment
what if you wake up and I weren't there?
what if you need company and I weren't there?

Baby! open your eyes our child is crying
he is asking for his mother
tell me what should I answer him
he couldn't sleep
he couldn't play
how could I convince him
his beloved mother is already dead

My beloved sweetheart, please answer
how can I describe you?
how could I show you?
when the child asks about you later
how could I show?
how could I prove?
you were the most beautiful woman
you are a holy angel

It's hard for me to organise your funeral
I hold your hand and kissed it
I kissed your cheeks, kissed your lips
Oh god! I can't tolerate
I'm suffocating, I'm breaking
want to lay with you
wanted to be with you
want to share the grave

Oh baby! I can't hold my tears
you remember I've never cried before
I've never feel pain in front of you
now you can see, I'm in deep sorrow
I used to give you red roses
Now I can't see you receiving white one

My love, I can't take my eyes off of you
wanted to see you for the last time
goodbye my angel, goodbye my heart
I kneel down, tears drop down on my knees
I look above the sky in the eyes of god
tell him, I'm leaving her in your hand
please I pray! be polite with her

I hold my child
cried for awhile
and convinced myself
I'm not alone
she has left a friend for me
have given me an aim for my life
my little angel is in my arms
and I'll live all my life for him.

It's a boy girl thing

Analysing my life in this world
can't find it departed from you
you are the meaning of my existence
and my passion belongs to you
you are the eighth wonder of the world
wanted to be the preserver of it
you are an angel for me
I'll cut my skin to make you fly
my life without you baby
is just a life of hell

each and everything I've got
is the reserved things for you
all my heart, all my thoughts
all my dreams and all my emotions
will be worthless for me
if it don't get you for its unity

baby, my love! when you smile
when you look into my eyes
when you bite your lips feeling shy
when you stretch your nose for laughing
those oceans in your eyes
the soft voice breaking from your lips
I love them baby
I love them for the most

I'm not a poet to write poems
but baby when you are in front
when you are in my mind
there will be no Shakespeare
there will be no other Romeos
who can come down to Earth
and defeat me describing you

Baby! may be I'm rough
maybe I'm overwhelmed man
OK! then that's what I am
but I'll say baby
you are special
you are soft like flower
you are sweet as honey
you are kind like god for me
and you are plain as sky
that is why I love you.