She

A girl in a city street
living alone with her relatives
she was smart, she was thankful
she was vaccant but was hopeful
was so silent smiles rarely
was beautiful, speaks barely
parents were there
friends were there
but was lonely no one to share
was so simple was so feeble
but was so stone hearted
wasn't a breakable
thoughts were clear
willingness to bear
was a beauty
was so fair

many wind blow upon her
many rain were discovered
many sunny days missed her
was too hard to be concurred
she thinks so hard
listens very much
relax small part
and worries so much
She is so confused, pretends to be clear
shows the anger and hides her fear
so closed to herself
so closed to boundary
never ever offer
listen to the other
never want to lead
happy to be follower

pink sari, with pink shandle
pink ear-ring, black hair
black eyliner, black eye
round ring on nose, red cheek
red lips, pink colour lipstick
what a figure, what a statue
living in dreams,youth's heartbeat
is a girl of city street.

Mama take me home

I brushed their shoes

I wash their dish
I cook their meal
and clean their house
I massage their clothes
Mama I'm never appreciated

I work so hard, hard to death
they come to me slap my face
I can't cry loud, can't breathe deep
they catch my ear, no freedom to weep
so suffocating here, nowhere to go
ear to listen and my heads to bow
can't sleep longer, can't go farther
can't smile awhile, can't talk louder
mama take to me to my home
I want to cry in your lap
mama whisper a word
I want to hear your sound

those rusty glasses, those cold water
those dirty floor, those cold marble
those angry eyes, those scolding lips
those kicking shoes, those slapping hands
those beating stick, those pinching fingers
mama please take me home
I can't wash the glasses any-more
mama please grab me
I want to feel your cure

father came and sold me away
he is a drunkard, I do know
but you are a mother
take me to my home
I can't die further
want to smile a day
forgetting the internal dismay
Please mama don't be so harder.

I close my eyes, I feel you
I wish my eyes be closed forever
when I dream, I see you
I wish my life be a dream
Mama take me to my home
keep your hands to my forehead
I want to feel your love

You bear hours of pain when I was born
Don't push me mama to the pain for a life
where are those loving eyes mama?
where are those loving hands?
a question for you mama
and I want an answer
mama take me to my home
I wanna read
give me my books
I want to join the school

God please take a time from the world
make a leisure to look at me
a breaking piece of life is searching you
a haunted soul is searching for eternal piece
just give a minute, give a second
a small child is praying for your help
mama please take me to my home
I want to feel life
I want to feel your love.

Melt Again

Got your number, got your name
just can't call, just can't talk
know your face, know your eyes
just can't watch, just can't stare
I know your place, know your street
just can't wait, just can't meet
know your mind, know your thoughts
just can't read, just can't admire

want to love one, wanna to be loved
just can't find one, just can't like one
wanted to be lost, wanted to be devoted
just can't believe, just can't go deep
many in line, many are fine
just can't grab one, just can't take one
see the flowers, see the roses
just can't like, just can't love

Ask myself why I like to be isolated?
why do I love to be single?
just can't find answer
just can't forget your face.

And upto these days
a lot of water has flown from river
they don't come back
now I've walked miles away
now I'm going to change
got to forget the past
wecome the future
want to take chance
want to have change
just can't wait longer
just can't die further
break those walls,
break those each breaks
breaks of the isolation
avoiding the solitation
just don't wanna freeze
just wanna melt again.