Thursday, December 28, 2006

Relation

Life, life and the life
just the flight of kite
sometimes goes upside down
and goes round and round
flies away in mystery town
and suddenly falls on the ground.

the bleeding life
and the bleeding eyes
nothing to do
nothing to try
all the things have been done
all the life have been passed
nothing more left to see
the disaster on me no-one can feel
nobody listens the sound of my heart
feels everyone wants to go apart.

can see the laughter
the fun and the joy
the smile of my face
the politeness and easyness
just nobody to support
and no-one to care
nobody to help
and nobody to heal
no-one to hug
no-one to grap
just alone, alone in dead
sleeping restless in my grave.

tear me into pieces
if it makes you feel better
break me into pieces
if it unites you and make you strong
pinch me by thorny cover
if it brings back your pleasure
push me into lonely darkness
if it brightenes, your desire
but you gotta know
I'll be the best part
wanna design me like a showpiece
or wanna lock in drawer
but gonna be your best friend
or gonna be your worst nightmare.

past is over, never comes back
half the life is gone and half to start
the life I was living
just was a cloud of smoke
was just hell of heaven
all bliss, pain indeed
wanna forget the past
just wanna go forward
I'm loving, loving this face
don't force me to do
don't compile me to show
the thing of early days
the face of mine of yesterday.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

No-one else

What is passion
what is relation
time to know
time to understand
what is life
and what is love
time to feel
time to realize.

days seems to be short
nights seems to be extended
pressure in my head
thorns on my bed
the one who make me restless,
is no-one else, that's only you.

life seems to be easy
seems to be cool
seems to be joyful
and seems to be beautiful
the one who make me optimist,
is no-one else, that's only you

when you walk by my side
pain manages to rush away
whenever I've glance on you
wounds seems to be healed up
the one who makes me feel better,
is no-one else, that's only you.


I find the meaning of life
and the meaning of love
have found the meaning of heart
and the meaning of relation
the one who make me know all,
is no-one else, that's only you.

Monday, December 11, 2006

The Heartflow

Black clouds are roaring in the sky
As the suppressed emotion in my heart
These emotions are hard to hold
Though I’ve been thinking myself bold
I’m tired of walking this fugitive street
And the tolerance has crossed the limit
At last I’ve decided to open the door
‘Cuz I can’t suppress it anymore

Cloud started drizzling outside
There’s nothing else left to hide
Rain drops have been absorbed by the ground
And I wanna wet you through my sound
My emotions over flew forming the words
You study and learn all my course
You are free for decision making
Think seriously ‘cuz I’m not kidding

I’ve been trying to know your view
That’s the reason I’m in front of you
There’s nothing funny to make a shout
My immense love has just come out
Don’t feel hard in expressing your dislike
‘Cuz I’ll be loving you all my life
You are the one whom I’ve dreamed
And it’s same then let’s have a team...

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Friendship


When you feel exhausted and loose your pace
I'll lift you up to win the race
when your tear falls down feeling sadness
I'll bring smile, back into your face
'cuz it's friendship and it's the relation
I'm your friend and those are prediction.

When you feel lonely and can't find anyone
I'll be the man whom you can rely on
when you feel hard to see through your eyes
I'll be there to give you my sight
'cuz it's friendship and it's the relation
I'm your friend and those are prediction.

When you feel depressed in the dreadful situation
I'll pick you up to the desired position
when you feel lost in the dark night
I'll come to show you the morning light
'cuz it's friendship and it's the relation
I'm your friend and those are prediction.

When you feel crushed in severe pain
I'll heal you up and ease the pain
when you feel you have, bags of tension
I'll give my shoulder to put it down
'cuz it's friendship and it's the relation
I'm your friend and those are prediction.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Heaven being alone

How can you believe in pouring rain
it may not lead you to the ocean
why do you want me to be clearcut
though I feel heaven being a psycho.

I might have being loved
might have being wanted
might had been your heart
and might had been your life
was almost your everything
but not the way you wanted.

what do you want from a drowning ship
it won't give you the life you deserve
why do you expect me to listen to your heart
though I feel heaven being a deaf.

you wanted to be a bedcloth
but it's true that I never did.
had sucked your tongue, brushed your lips
pulled your hair and pressed your hip
had kissed your neck, bitten your ears
caught your waist, to hold you near
nothing to blame, nothing for shame
all in vain, all in pain.

how can you wish to live with Sun
if it gets closer you'd be burnt
why do you want me to hold you near
though I feel heaven seing your tear.

I pretended to be your man,
not for joy, not for fun,
unconsciously, I carried you on
lied you, from dusk to dawn
nothing to earn, nothing to learn
stuck in your net,no way to run.

what do you hope from burning heart
it's got nothing, nothing as it's part
why do you expect me to speak to you
though I feel heaven being a dumb.

I'd lost myself between your arms
felt killing pain in your arms
breathe on my body, haunted me
smile in your face tortured me
glance on you annoyed me inside
your politeness was like tsunami tide
I didn't love you never
and couldn't lie you forever.

what do you expect from flying leaf
it doesn't know where it's headed to
why do you want me to be with you
though I feel heaven, being alone.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

FLYING EMOTION & SINKING HUMAN

Twinkling stars, brightful Sun
restless mind and a peaceful pond
fogged mountain lost greenish coat
cool breeze and exhusted soul
with a flying emotion and a sinking human.

Broken mirror and broken heart
lined face, suspecious stare
energetic mind and a locked room
bank of wish and, chained hand
with a flying emotion and a sinking human.

Large garden, flower's phobia
incredible sight, bleeding eyes
high intention and paralised body
long journey, killing legs
with a flying emotion and a sinking human.

Blue sky and heartful blues
colourful rainbow and plain life
wanted smile and preceptible tear
intimidutory situation and isolated excitement
with a flying emotion and a sinking human.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

WAKE UP

wake up people wake up
its not the time to have a nap
move ahead and escape the trap
to make our homeland peaceful lab

this isn't the day our martyrs want
what you sacrifice that does count
it's time to come on street
it doesn't matter how they treat.

block bullets by your heart
don't show your back, be smart
demonstrate against the dictatorship
only trust people's leadership

hey! rebels stop living in jungle, carrying guns
it makes nothing good but it does burn
we all have to pay for the things we do
think, gun you're showing can turn to you

don't terrify the moment of piece
do not destroy all our bliss
all we want is piece and harmony
do not ever turn it in tragedy.

let's shake our hand and move together
return all those happiness of our mother
we should make good use of enthusiasm
to pull out peace from the cloud of terrorism.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

I’M FLYING

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

Nothing left to be told mine
and none of the things are going fine
feels there’s full stop ahead my line
and I’m going on a binge
to sink myself all in wine
to tell it’s the only thing of mine.

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

None path are left to go on
nobody’s behind me to hide and run
feels I’ve no twist and turn
to protect myself from massive burn
no any aims to head on
and no any steps to roll on.

I’m flying, flying in the sky
in the happiness of goodbye.
I don’t know, don’t know its why?
But I feel like I’m flying in the sky.

FUTURE FOLLOWED BY TIDES

You told me, you love me
you’ll love me till the end of time
you’ll hold me in the dark and sunshine
will always try hard for the joys of mine
will help me to reach the things I’m trying
and you make me feel you’re mine gods’ design
I believed, believed though you were lying
‘cuz I don’t know,
Don’t know the things out of my sight
the darkness deep inside of light
the things behind my eyes
those truth based on lies
and the future followed by tides.

I tasted your kiss but not your pain.
I realized your innocence not the guilt.
I saw your laughter but not its reason.
I recognized your smile not the thunder.
I knew your body but not its spirit.
I feel your love not its mystery.
I’m trapped, trapped in your ambush.
‘cuz I don’t know,
Don’t know the things out of my sight
the darkness deep inside of light.
the things behind my eyes
those truth based on lies
and the future followed by tides.

Don't give up

When your houseful of wish
burned by fire.
All people got you
to kill your desire.
Your research and sacrifice
have never been admired.
You always worked hard
and got fired.
Then you kneel down catching ears
being extremely tired.

Don’t give up,
Don’t give up, ‘cuz soon the morning will come
spreading happiness all over your home
keep on chasing the destination you’re shown
try hard till there is strength in your bone.

When you have many things to tell
and none to share.
You see beautiful things
but have no time to stare.
You are said to have friends
but none to care.
And you feel the life you’ve
isn’t that much fair.
Then you kneel down and scream
catching your hair.

Don’t give up,
Don’t give up, ‘cuz soon the morning will come
spreading happiness all over your home
keep on chasing the destination you’re shown
try hard till there is strength in your bone.

LEARNING FROM MISTAKES

Look at those flowers blooming
same is my life, it’s developing
You may think, I’m bleeding
but you don’t that I’m learning.

Learning from all of my mistakes
giving the cost that it takes
looking the mistakes what it takes
and all waiting for good days.

Good days which we couldn’t see
but it’s different what we feel
I’ll be the one I wanted to be
and you’ll see the different side of me.

The side of me which you’ve never found
all the melody of good sound
like the miracle of mystery town
happiness will go round and round.

Round and round like the earth we live in
other will puzzle where I’ve been?
I’ll show things they’ve never seen
tell those truth they’ve never mean.

REGRETS

Hard feelings comes on my mind
recalling the mistakes I’ve done.
My love toward you was too much blind
now eyes are opened but time has gone.

It was my fault to push you forward
remaining myself to take a backseat.
Gave you bliss not caring hazard
to suffer myself the blazing heat.

I was fool to save you having thumps
encouraging you being a cartoon
I threw myself down in the dumps
just to make you feel over the Moon.

Precious time was wasted in fake
following you in all of your ways.
No steps are left, that I could take
I’m regretting all of these days.

DARKNESS

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why so you always bother?
where do you have hidden my lover?
She was the limit of my addition
and it’s the reason of my frustration.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why have you been suffocating?
where do you have left my darling?
She was the centre of my happiness
and it is the reason of my loneliness.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been a pain-giver?
where do you have blocked my healer?
She was the source of mine passion
and it’s the reason that I’m in tension.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been a frightener?
where do you have disappeared my huger?
She was inside me and in my beyond
and it’s reason I’m dying each second.

Darkness, darkness, hey lonely darkness!
tell me, why you have been so much hard?
where do you where do you have taken my sweetheart?
She was the key of my success
And it’s the reason that I’m in mess.

NO SOURCE, NO POEMS

Those days were my best days
when we were together
Flower used to bloom in the garden
and the smell used to prove your presence
my words used to be literature
and I used to talk in rhyme
my heart was filled with melody
and I used to dance in the sunshine
But you are no more for company
question comes where is my poetry?
As an answer, I do claim
No source, no poems

Days have bee changed with ticking time
band of changes has left their sign
my words are limited upon them
and I’ve carried all the blames
heart is left as pounding machine
memories are busy on chasing
flower still blooms in the garden
but it’s meaningless in your absence
I’m left to bear the pain of departure
Question comes where is my literature?
As an answer, I do claim
No source, no poems

I’M IN LOVE

Sound sleep has left me apart
appetite has left me alone
mind goes on circulating each second
pounding of heart has driven me mad
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

All night I only see you
although eyes are remained close
all day I dream of you
although eyes are remained open.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

Each second I search a way to meet
without finding any, I get frustrated
lighting a little candle of hope
I get controlled and feel sop.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

Your single glance penetrates me
cool breeze flies me aloft
your silent ness suffocates me
and your smile heals me up.
Don’t know what is going on?
But all of the people say I’m in love.

DECISION

All of time when I close my eyes
I see you telling me hi!
with smiling and moving your fingers
greeting me with beautiful words.

I’m bounded by social division
I couldn’t express my feelings to you
Fear chills all around my body
wondering that what will you react?

I don’t know what you feel of me
but I’ve decided to live with you
Walking with you all of my way
following you all night and day.

PLEASE DON’T DO IT

Collecting all my thoughts
I’m in conclusion of you
You are my source of encouragement
I’ll scarify all my life to you
My life will be lonely
if it don’t contained you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I love being stared.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I love being touched.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I love being hugged.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I love being kissed.

Learning all my emotions
I’m in conclusion of you
You are my source of affection
I’ll always express to you
My words will be frustrating
if it don’t touch you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I wanna deep inside it.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I wanna feel your touch.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I wanna keep you in my arms.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I want to share mine breathe.

Recognizing all my wills
I’m in conclusion of you.
You are the source of my aims
I’ll always get it through you.
My success will be worthless
if it don’t impress you.

Please don’t lift your eyes away from mine
I love being stared.
Please don’t take off your hand away from mine
I love being touched.
Please don’t pull your shoulder away from mine
I love being hugged.
Please don’t move your lips away from mine
I love being kissed.

IN SPITE OF LOVE

I couldn’t see the devil in your eyes
they were blocked by tilting ocean
Now, you’ve shown your reality
Without feeling a trace of diffidence

Thank you for treating me like this
for all the pains you’ve given
for all the pleasure you’ve robbed
and for all the desire you’ve killed
in stead of love
in spite of my love

Just, just, just!! Get away from me
I can’t bear you anymore
Go away taking all of the ash
You’ve got burning my heart

Thank you for behaving me like this
for all the happiness you’ve sucked
for all the tragedy you’ve made
and for all the thraces you’ve presented
in stead of love
in spite of my love

My tears have become cheap for you
and my blood drops are worthless
My happiness is uncomfortable for you
and my gloom are to gloat
So the last thing I wanna tell you is...

Thank you for treating me like this
for all the difficulties you’ve made
for all the obstacles you’ve kept
for all the wishes you’ve killed
in stead of love
in spite of my love

Explorer

I saw the beautiful twinkling Stars
when I look up at night
And then I saw Moon and Mars
thinking them my air went tight
You’re like struggling death in scarce
but to overcome you I’ll fight
I don’t know it’s easy or harsh
but I do know I’m doing is right.

The sparkling Stars and the moving planet
we all are confused by your miracle
The little Asteroid and the shooting Comet
I’m collecting energy for your mettle
For a little lose I won’t be upset
‘cuz my thoughts are not so feeble
You may think nobody’s gonna win your bet
But I‘ll be the man to clear your riddle

The endless Universe and the burning Sun
you’ll see I’ll explore your mystery
You are my destination and I’ll never run
‘cuz I wanna be the man in history
I’ll reach you and make you turn
education will be my mental energy
Oh! God never ever let me burn
I wanna be the explorer of my country.

Monday, March 27, 2006

MY YELL

You like a showpiece
It’s not for sale
You always hard
Result comes that you fail
You gave your finger just for help
All you got is crushed nail
You got piece and harmony
It’s just fiction and tale
You can see everybody
Ringing their bell
You can’t find anyone
To hear your yell
For this circumstance
I can tell
Keep quiet and
Go to hell

See the Sun full of tear
You gotta wonder that I can’t bear
Don’t go far away, please come near
I can’t let you go, oh! My dear

You got your new car
But none to drive
You care a lot
Never got a hi5
You have board heart
Back is stabbed by knife
You wanna be in warmth
You are thrown from tribe
You wanna obey rules
It’s hard to survive
You see big heights
It just makes you dive
You may be thinking
What can I do being alive?
Listen me, what I say?
Blast your fucking life.

See the Sun full of tears
You should wonder how I can bear.
You can’t ignore, you must hear
So common home, oh! My dear

Saturday, March 18, 2006

U AND I

U AND I

Your stare is pulling
Please control me
Your silent coy is dazzling
Please hold me
Your beautiful talks are melting
Please accept me
Your optimist thoughts are impressing
Please lead me

Sometime I do think, I’m in bender
The oceans in your eyes makes me feel so
Sometime I do think, I’m in pleasure
The chuckle in your face makes me feel so
Sometime I do think, I’m in active world
The enthusiasm in your face makes me feel so
Sometime I do think, I’m in sorrow
The tear in your eyes make me feel so
Sometime I do think, I’m in part of paradise
Your hand holding my hand makes me feel so