Stranger

flowers with the taste of eternity
blooming in the haste of life
a touchy spirit dim in the fog
the awaited Sun could penetrate the haze
silence in the whispering ears
a clear voice won't confuse mind
an image standing on the twilight
yet to be brightened, yet to be discovered
a person hiding behind the mask
calling hands had the well-known eyes
flippering lips flowing in the foggy breeze
sensitive ears had so much pleasure to catch
closed eyes leading to unknown direction
so many dreams had so much pleasure to watch

Tears and smile

My love, a sweet voice penetrating my heart
a glance which can tear me apart
were those eyes disapproving thoughts of mine
was a glance but chilling body of mine.

a special day, an especial moment
hands holding each other, eyes on competition
lust for love, fragments of desire
appetite of wants were caged in a hug.

was a day, was a time
the suffocating willingness were ruled out
a concrete dilemma had a melting conclusion
when your juicy lips nested on mine
there were no sufferings, no pains anymore
were incredible mixture of tears and smile.

Last time

A ray of light, spreading down from window
who cares its silver or golden
who judges its right or wrong
when a soul inside the cage
fighting with a dreadful darkness
opens the eyes of the scarcity

when was last time a soul die in piece
when was last time a soul die in bliss
neither was a sorrow for a spirit
nor was a tears for a knight soul
a faith in the heart which always leads

to the door of almighty lord

a love never suppressed in a throat

a want always motive to go

when the last time it stopped

when was the last time it disbelieved

internal tornado always ever blows
every drop of selfish blood

painting the innocent heart

when was it able to colour the sole truth

when was the last time it dismental its deeds!

though eyes sees what are infront

when was the last time the eyes really opened

when was last time it crossed the external brigade

thinking is really a good thing to do

but hoping and expecting adds the bitterness

think for a real, think for mighty lord

never goes in waste, always proves its presence

mind is an aluminium bucket

what you keep on it doesn't really visible

let it hide from other but don't let it run away

when was the last time you walked for a mile

when was the last time your feet feel the pain

but its not your feet that are walking

its not them which are suffering

that's your mind walking

that's your thoughts that are aching

never mind, television is how much big

never mind, show is how much boaring

you got the remote control

you got your mighty wish

when was the last time you cried for a day

when was the last time you smile whole day

feelings are just consequences of virtuals

let you always feel what you need

let you always do what you mean

shadows are just a big lie

just step your feet bravely on it

its not your soul who is frightful

its your thoughts which is feeble

clear the haze being sharp edge

whenever falls, finishes the job.

She

A girl in a city street
living alone with her relatives
she was smart, she was thankful
she was vaccant but was hopeful
was so silent smiles rarely
was beautiful, speaks barely
parents were there
friends were there
but was lonely no one to share
was so simple was so feeble
but was so stone hearted
wasn't a breakable
thoughts were clear
willingness to bear
was a beauty
was so fair

many wind blow upon her
many rain were discovered
many sunny days missed her
was too hard to be concurred
she thinks so hard
listens very much
relax small part
and worries so much
She is so confused, pretends to be clear
shows the anger and hides her fear
so closed to herself
so closed to boundary
never ever offer
listen to the other
never want to lead
happy to be follower

pink sari, with pink shandle
pink ear-ring, black hair
black eyliner, black eye
round ring on nose, red cheek
red lips, pink colour lipstick
what a figure, what a statue
living in dreams,youth's heartbeat
is a girl of city street.

Mama take me home

I brushed their shoes

I wash their dish
I cook their meal
and clean their house
I massage their clothes
Mama I'm never appreciated

I work so hard, hard to death
they come to me slap my face
I can't cry loud, can't breathe deep
they catch my ear, no freedom to weep
so suffocating here, nowhere to go
ear to listen and my heads to bow
can't sleep longer, can't go farther
can't smile awhile, can't talk louder
mama take to me to my home
I want to cry in your lap
mama whisper a word
I want to hear your sound

those rusty glasses, those cold water
those dirty floor, those cold marble
those angry eyes, those scolding lips
those kicking shoes, those slapping hands
those beating stick, those pinching fingers
mama please take me home
I can't wash the glasses any-more
mama please grab me
I want to feel your cure

father came and sold me away
he is a drunkard, I do know
but you are a mother
take me to my home
I can't die further
want to smile a day
forgetting the internal dismay
Please mama don't be so harder.

I close my eyes, I feel you
I wish my eyes be closed forever
when I dream, I see you
I wish my life be a dream
Mama take me to my home
keep your hands to my forehead
I want to feel your love

You bear hours of pain when I was born
Don't push me mama to the pain for a life
where are those loving eyes mama?
where are those loving hands?
a question for you mama
and I want an answer
mama take me to my home
I wanna read
give me my books
I want to join the school

God please take a time from the world
make a leisure to look at me
a breaking piece of life is searching you
a haunted soul is searching for eternal piece
just give a minute, give a second
a small child is praying for your help
mama please take me to my home
I want to feel life
I want to feel your love.

Melt Again

Got your number, got your name
just can't call, just can't talk
know your face, know your eyes
just can't watch, just can't stare
I know your place, know your street
just can't wait, just can't meet
know your mind, know your thoughts
just can't read, just can't admire

want to love one, wanna to be loved
just can't find one, just can't like one
wanted to be lost, wanted to be devoted
just can't believe, just can't go deep
many in line, many are fine
just can't grab one, just can't take one
see the flowers, see the roses
just can't like, just can't love

Ask myself why I like to be isolated?
why do I love to be single?
just can't find answer
just can't forget your face.

And upto these days
a lot of water has flown from river
they don't come back
now I've walked miles away
now I'm going to change
got to forget the past
wecome the future
want to take chance
want to have change
just can't wait longer
just can't die further
break those walls,
break those each breaks
breaks of the isolation
avoiding the solitation
just don't wanna freeze
just wanna melt again.

Dreamlover

When she opens her eyes to look at me
I become a man who can't see
when her voice swims through my ear
heart pounds on rhythm and I can't bear
If I'm in crowd and she gets near
everybody else just disappear
I'm a lock, she is my key
her man of the dream I wanted to be

She comes to me
we start a talk
we stare each other
and have long walks
she says some words
words of her feelings
I'm always shocked
coz that was I thinking
sometime I wonder
how we think same
though are physically
so much different

got inside out beauty
my little petty sweety
lives in the house of my dream
as soft as the cream
a woman of my thought
that I've never caught
where is she? where she'll be found?
is she far away or is in my around?
I'm a lyrics, where is my rocker?
ya, that's true I'm a dreamlover.

Patience

an open road, successful hope
lost in street, close to highway
not in dusk, waiting in dawn
a lone soul, not all alone
fighting for presence, for its existence

heads are gone, empty place
braced heart, doubtful face
smile and cheers, heavy emotion
nowhere to keep, no one to mention
still its happy, not for relation
but for future, self satisfaction
passengers cone, let them go
one will stay, the heart knows
world is big, bigger is life
has a reserved, in the edge of time

water in river has a continuous flow
falls from hills and still it goes
flows in plain, flows over the damn
always in motion, leaving around sand
coz eyes for the sea, eyes for the ocean
never ever stops, gives a lesson

The Sun is bright, less are the Moon
shines in dark, hides in the noon
stars are tiny, sparks in night
look beautiful, with a trace of light
all are distinct, all are clear
all have reason, nothing to fear.

Almighty you

Sun has gone for vacation
dusk has knocked our door
baby close those windows
close all of the doors
we are alone in home
be with me want you more

I'm here waiting for your words
maybe you are waiting for mine
lit up the candle, put on the table
lets face each other, don't be feeble
if I'm the one that is suffering
then your love is my only disease
there ain't anything that I can't give
but baby being alone I can't live

moon is shiny and so is your face
I'll pass all my life having your glance
world may be big, bigger than I assume
but for me not bigger than you
stars are shining and so is your eyes
can't live without you, never say goodbye
come in my arms, sleep in my lap
lets have fun, lets have a nap
life without you has no meaning for me
I'm locked into your heart and have lost the key

night is going deeper, candle goes dimmer
you are my angel and I'm your dreamer
my life is a song, I'm a singer
you are my piano, happy are the fingers
I don't know god, don't know angel
but I do know you are their dead ringer
don't know culture, don't know religion
but I do know you are their finest seed
don't have vision, don't know its reason
but you are my only love and that's my creed.

Give me answer

When the Universe is that much big
god please give me an answer
why do you created Earth as a cage?
when you created Earth
Why do you suffocate them in a place?
My lord! when you created friends
when you bloom fresh emotion for friendship
why do you created separation?
when you made companions
why do you push them in sorrow?

I'm asking when you created a heart
why do you make it so weak?
when you make love
why do you make break ups?

please tell me god
when you make happiness
why do you congest them in a boundary?
when you make a spiritual smile
why do you drench them in ocean of tears?

I'm asking you because I'm suffering
suffering from so called gifted life
burning in the fire of separation
without finding any place for motivation
now give me the last answer
why do you make a life?
when you know its meaningless leaving all alone.

I've being hurt by your creation
I've been crying, I've been dying
sinking down in the sea of sorrow
writing this poem to make you answer
though I know that you never exist
if you ere real, if you were here
thing would have been so much different

If you exist, the I'll suggest you
make a machine instead of human
make them work, kill their emotion
don't make friends and don't make separations
make your slaves who will pray
will call your name, 24 hours a day.

Heartbreak

There were tears on my eyes
hands were shaking
lips were speechless
heart was pounding hard
eyes were steady
in the hospital bed
accomplish with your presence

My darling, I'ne been waking
I've been waitingI've been expecting
and I've been praying for you
open your eyes, smile for once
how hard is this time?
how difficult it is to breathe without you?
I'm kissing your hand
I'm reading stories for you
I can't rest for awhileI can't sleep for a moment
what if you wake up and I weren't there?
what if you need company and I weren't there?

Baby! open your eyes our child is crying
he is asking for his mother
tell me what should I answer him
he couldn't sleep
he couldn't play
how could I convince him
his beloved mother is already dead

My beloved sweetheart, please answer
how can I describe you?
how could I show you?
when the child asks about you later
how could I show?
how could I prove?
you were the most beautiful woman
you are a holy angel

It's hard for me to organise your funeral
I hold your hand and kissed it
I kissed your cheeks, kissed your lips
Oh god! I can't tolerate
I'm suffocating, I'm breaking
want to lay with you
wanted to be with you
want to share the grave

Oh baby! I can't hold my tears
you remember I've never cried before
I've never feel pain in front of you
now you can see, I'm in deep sorrow
I used to give you red roses
Now I can't see you receiving white one

My love, I can't take my eyes off of you
wanted to see you for the last time
goodbye my angel, goodbye my heart
I kneel down, tears drop down on my knees
I look above the sky in the eyes of god
tell him, I'm leaving her in your hand
please I pray! be polite with her

I hold my child
cried for awhile
and convinced myself
I'm not alone
she has left a friend for me
have given me an aim for my life
my little angel is in my arms
and I'll live all my life for him.

It's a boy girl thing

Analysing my life in this world
can't find it departed from you
you are the meaning of my existence
and my passion belongs to you
you are the eighth wonder of the world
wanted to be the preserver of it
you are an angel for me
I'll cut my skin to make you fly
my life without you baby
is just a life of hell

each and everything I've got
is the reserved things for you
all my heart, all my thoughts
all my dreams and all my emotions
will be worthless for me
if it don't get you for its unity

baby, my love! when you smile
when you look into my eyes
when you bite your lips feeling shy
when you stretch your nose for laughing
those oceans in your eyes
the soft voice breaking from your lips
I love them baby
I love them for the most

I'm not a poet to write poems
but baby when you are in front
when you are in my mind
there will be no Shakespeare
there will be no other Romeos
who can come down to Earth
and defeat me describing you

Baby! may be I'm rough
maybe I'm overwhelmed man
OK! then that's what I am
but I'll say baby
you are special
you are soft like flower
you are sweet as honey
you are kind like god for me
and you are plain as sky
that is why I love you.

Things changes

I didn’t want you to miss
wanted to give you pillow kiss
wanted to hold you in my arms
wanted to protect you from all the harms
but now, it doesn't make any difference
I've got a heart that loved you very much
and now it's all broken

friendship changes to love
the love never changes to it
wanted us to have a perfect relationship
want you to laugh
smile in the internal sunshine
make you the special one of human kind
lift you high above the sky
But now I'm asking myself why?
its why? coz' you don't deserve it

you don't deserve my passion
all my affectionand all my relation
all the god damn emotion!
at least not my soul
coz' you never showed me you worth it

just look high above the sky
whom you are looking wasn't high
wasn't high enough to cover my love
look into the deepest sea
whom you are looking wasn't deep
wasn't deep in comparison to my love
but now you should feel
the sky have been pulled down
and the land has been brought up
it’s not my fault
coz' I never wanted to do this
it’s you who make it possible
and at this time
the meaning of high and deep
might hold true for them
might not for me

you had a fresh heart in front
had a person to take care of you
was ready to die to make you live
would've been there in your needs
would've been available to wipe your tears
and would do anything to make you smile
would haunt himself to kill your fear
would leave the world and call you dear
but now I feel, all were in vain
nobody was wrong, I was just insane

emotions used to flow through my veins
heart forgot to beat coz' you were there
wanted to hold you tight
wanted to give you flight
wanted to give happiness you've ever dreamt of
and catch you hard not to let you fall
but now, things has changed
I've got to start a life
give a damn to the lanes passing by
coz' now I'm in a highway.

a wish

Those days, those time
never had a grasp
never comes back
those smiles, those stares
never will be seen
never will be felt
language of eyes
silence of lips
eyes to hear
ear to fear
never will be listened
never will be cleared
gentle touch, soft hands
long hair, polite voice
never will be wished
never will be missed..

Just words

got my face smiling in your cheers
I felt my hands wiping your tears
have a strong heart to kill your fear
words, words and my words are for you to share

open your arms in the pouring rain
invitation to smile means farewell to pain
should be plain rather than being insane
coz' theres' nothing to lose and nothing to gain

life is still drenched in the shadows
eyes are still in the search of light
got a strong desire and determination to fight
soul is preparing to be an mighty knight

mind is busy separating wrong and right
just don't wanna be a distracted kite
spirit is ready for an awaited flight
looking for a destination in the sight.

nutral expression

A Tree standing on a desert
waiting for a day of service
pounding is the alone heart
asking for his lord a mercy
god does or doesn't come
will be there till last heartbeat

branches are dry leaves are fallen
can burn itself to give heat
can light itself to spread light
no sofas, no comfortable beds
has a lap of steam to let him sleep
tree will be there lonely in the sand
lord is the one to make the dicision
come around or he will run
depends upon the steps what he takes

restless will be the soul for forever
nobody got the pass to enter into the core
will always be same in its position
no for newcomers no any fustration
return of the lord isn't the expectation
neither is the thrust for an ocean
tree will be there roots will be there
no movements for its satisfaction
memories of god, for the beloved
will go on, never will be solved...

Farewells

If goodbyes are all in my faith
then my lord I don't blame you
easy to live life all alone
hard to live it through memories

if farewells are only thing I could get
then my lord I don't blame you
easy to dreanch all life in tears
hard to shake hand for the last time

if separations are made for me
then my lord I don't blame you
easy to spend life in a corner
hard to leave a friend by your side

if lonliness is for me at last
then my lord I don't blame you
its hard to live life in hopes
will hope and wait you another one to send.

A Story

Looking back on the far beyond
saw a girl to catch my heart
she was little was an angel
come to me and show my life

Time was early, feelings were late
she was charming, blood on my feet
I was innocent and so was she
life was happy, filled in my dreams

The affection increased with the growing age
she was ideal for me, there wasn’t any change
emotion turned, changed into love
those feelings were, just never solved

No talks through sound, eyes were assigned
feelings in the heart, locked in the cage
farewell from hand, soul was attached
no in the return, makes yes in the mind

All I’ve left is the immense love
never will be shown, never will be expressed
will be always deep inside my core
neither will be opened nor will be exposed

Rest for spirit doesn’t mean death for passion
your almighty stop, inspired me to carry on
we born for once and we love for once
and love for me hasn’t got second chance.

gaze on life

look around and gaze on life
nothing is pleasant, hypothetical sight
world is same, nothing has changed
nothing is stationary, no one to blame
same place and all same dreams
hopeful living, dreadful screaming
huddle of people, peaceful living
once was said, once was left
full of contradiction, all are meeting
days are passing, minds are sleeping

tear-drops are clear, smile is rare
drenching in past, can’t feel better
stepping into future, lags behind the present
rope round the neck, ceiling to hang
not just enough, little is the reach
gun on table, a bullet to shot
not just enough, little force for trigger
knife is sharp, a heart to stab
not just enough, don't have the courage
head is heavy, nowhere to lean
shoulders are far, in the run of heads

definition of life starts from dead
affection of love, just a centre of hate
restless river, never stops flowing
always in hurry, although it’s never late
clear is sky, it’s said to be clear
if it’s clear, why is it blue?
it’s easy to be far, easy to run
hard to attach, hard to share
world is small, smaller the places
not that small, it’s hard to face.

My time

silvery night, the moon is bright
I woke up, enjoy the sight
love the moon, cuz it reminds you
watch too deep, nothing to do
maybe you're also watching
maybe you're also loving
so I gotta watch it
cuz' it reflects
reflects me as reflects you.

childhood days, shared with you
can't return again,has fade away
you were loving, I was feeling
I was loving, you were feeling
eyes used to fire, heart used to suffer
mouth used to speak, mind went deeper.

you came to my house, I visited your's
you light the candel, I wasn't sure
you lit it early, I wanted to wait
when I was ready, it was too late
place is gone, candel is broken
love is gone, is just a motivation
I return on my track, the path of solitation
but I do remember, remember the days
I do feel eight years wasn't just for fake.

days have changed, and so do I
time has gone, days passed by
can't feel you, can't feel your love
returned to my home, just wanna serve
you can roam, roam around me
pass your days to excite the bee
you can't find the things, where you'd kept
cuz' I don't walk the path, once I left
you go your way, I'll go mine
will wait for day, day of my time
someone to come, catch my hand
feel me proud, last man stand.