Stranger

flowers with the taste of eternity
blooming in the haste of life
a touchy spirit dim in the fog
the awaited Sun could penetrate the haze
silence in the whispering ears
a clear voice won't confuse mind
an image standing on the twilight
yet to be brightened, yet to be discovered
a person hiding behind the mask
calling hands had the well-known eyes
flickering lips flowing in the foggy breeze
sensitive ears had so much pleasure to catch
closed eyes leading to unknown direction
so many dreams had so much pleasure to watch 

A Day

In an open mind of blue sky 
dense forest hidden with the songs of birds 
grasses kissing the air gently 
and the cool cool wind 
always in a hurry to hug trees 
a gentle touch of morning drop 
falling on the olive leaves 
a finger can let go its touch 
but the heart always have the temptation 

A fresh fog in the morning light 
so is pulsing, need some walk 
a clear river flowing on the way 
so much love, pouring on the stones 
stones might not feel the intensity 
but the water will never ever quit 
will always pour, will always flow 
though the stone will never get soft 

A ride in the day 
warm air brushing my face 
hairs are restless, moves up and down 
ears are so busy, loves the sound 
far far in the horizon above a green hill 
a rainbow opens the majestic pass-way 
eyes get emotional no place for tears 
so lost in the thoughts, living in fantasy 
but the soul remains the shield as always 
will never fall, will never ever give away 

Miracle in the dark shiny sky 
pictures made by the twinkling stars 
so romantic and so much deceiving 
as it is always the mighty full Moon 
so peace and so much calmer 
eyes on the sky body in the grass 
with an open arm 
I counted the stars 
I looked to my side, no one to share 
I wasnt alone either, someone was there 
Heart felt the touch, lips get wet 
night gets thinner, nesting my mate 
before going in the dreamy world 
before falling into the sleep 
a kiss is needed, so dense and deep 
wherever I go, whatever I do 
Just feel safe, I always belong to you.

Better Man

hard to the unjudged time...
searching for the rhyme
undressed and the undone inside
still standing with self pride
no hell is the road that i'm going
no hell is my smile
no hell is the time lapsing
no hell in the sunshine
living dreaming and yet screaming
no way that could stop
neither could be done again
nor could it be flip flopped
life is still going as ever
flying will be the wings
right man needs a living fever
not an extraordinary swing.

म पग्लिदिउला

तिमी फूल भई मुस्कुराइरहने भए
म सुगन्ध भयर फैलिरहुला
तिमी जून भई झिल्मिलाइरहने भए
म तारा बनेर सघाइरहुला
तिमी बर्षा भएर बर्षिरहने भए
म धर्ती भएर रुझिदिउला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

तिमी मयूर भएर नाचिरहने भए
म कोईली भएर गाइदिउला
तिमी नदी भई बगिरहने भए
म सागर भएर पर्खिरहुला
तिमी घाम भएर उदाइरहने भए
म हिमाल भएर कुरिदिउला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

तिमी लता भएर बढिरहने भए
म बृक्ष भयर उभिदिउला
तिमी पवन भई चलिरहने भए
म पतिङ्गर भएर उडिदिउला
तिमी एक्लो भएर लडिरहने भए
म शाहस भई उठाइरहुला
तिमी आगो भएर दन्किरहने भए
म मैन भई पग्लिदिउला

sudden breakout

if tearing down my heart makes something good
if suffocating myself to the death is any better
well my love i would already have been in lap
sleeping well, enjoying the company of supernatural

the heart has a language
speaking, listening and expressing
neither had been stopped by the twists of time
nor have been affected by the direction of wind
goes on and on, in a destination
unaffected and unstopped by the external aspects
running open in rain with arms wide open
defeating the pushes of storm by the chest...
smiling in the lightening of the clouds...
and enjoying the trip of tornado

happy feelings and smile may not be invented by the will
maybe they are to be discovered self
internal sunshine that blooms in the midst of heart
may or may not have the reason and consequences
yet they will have the wagon going on in the highway
feeling the wings in the wind
flying aloft in the rush of life...
no counts of time passing by
and no counts of the pinches carried by the body
well no any fear for the grave waiting
and no sorrow for the desperate tears willing to pour down
smile opens the gateway to heaven
no matter how desperate is hell to meet

Never Stops

so calm... so much steady..
so many wars going inside...
but still the smiling face wont stop smiling...
so much passion... so much tension....
so many feelings running through the veins....
but still the smiling face wont stop holding the tears...
so much talks...so many rumors...
but still the smiling face wont stop being carefree and move on...
so many dreams... so much to do...
but still the smiling face wont stop being responsible...
hands are open... transparent heart...
but still the soul never stop to entertain the freedom...
so many obstacles... so many failure...
so many thoughts... so many negativeness...
but still the smiling face never stop being optimist...
walking in an open highway...
being unaffected by the blows of time...
But still the legs of smiling face never stop to march on.

Where am I?

Where am I?
Below the shiny stars
no any lights to lead
with the dark noise
and the swollen through
beneath a bare tree
searching for a place to hide
ask myself a question
where am I?

Down in the dungeon of hell
a lightening wont show me the way
dreams of the white angel wings
motivates me to jump from the cliff
no hope has ever carried a hope
why should I ever believe in fact
leaning, crawling in the muddy surface
ask myself a question
where am I?

Fight like a knight
roar like a lion
run like a light
cry like a thunder volt
well well well!
Too much thoughts for now
got to ask myself a question
where the hell am I!?

Stone and the water

In an open mind of blue sky
dense forest hidden with the songs of birds
grasses kissing the air gently
and the cool cool wind
always in a hurry to hug trees
a gentle touch of morning drop
falling on the olive leaves
a finger can let go its touch
but the heart always have the temptation

A fresh fog in the morning light
so is pulsing, need some walk
a clear river flowing on the way
so much love, pouring on the stones
stones might not feel the intensity
but the water will never ever quit
will always pour, will always flow
though the stone will never get wet

A ride in the day
warm air brushing my face
hairs are restless, moves up and down
ears are so busy, loves the sound
far far in the horizon above a green hill
a rainbow opens the majestic pass-way
eyes get emotional no place for tears
so lost in the thoughts, living in fantasy
but the soul remains the shield as always
will never fall, will never ever give away

Miracle in the dark shiny sky
pictures made by the twinkling stars
so romantic and so much deceiving
as it is always the mighty full Moon
so peace and so much calmer
eyes on the sky body in the grass
with an open arm
I counted the stars
I looked to my side, no one to share
I wasnt alone either, someone was there
Heart felt the touch, lips get wet
night gets thinner, nesting my mate
before going in the dreamy world
before falling into the sleep
a kiss is needed, so dense and deep
wherever I go, whatever I do
Just feel safe, I always belong to you.

Stranger

flowers with the taste of eternity
blooming in the haste of life
a touchy spirit dim in the fog
the awaited Sun could penetrate the haze
silence in the whispering ears
a clear voice won't confuse mind
an image standing on the twilight
yet to be brightened, yet to be discovered
a person hiding behind the mask
calling hands had the well-known eyes
flippering lips flowing in the foggy breeze
sensitive ears had so much pleasure to catch
closed eyes leading to unknown direction
so many dreams had so much pleasure to watch

Tears and smile

My love, a sweet voice penetrating my heart
a glance which can tear me apart
were those eyes disapproving thoughts of mine
was a glance but chilling body of mine.

a special day, an especial moment
hands holding each other, eyes on competition
lust for love, fragments of desire
appetite of wants were caged in a hug.

was a day, was a time
the suffocating willingness were ruled out
a concrete dilemma had a melting conclusion
when your juicy lips nested on mine
there were no sufferings, no pains anymore
were incredible mixture of tears and smile.

Last time

A ray of light, spreading down from window
who cares its silver or golden
who judges its right or wrong
when a soul inside the cage
fighting with a dreadful darkness
opens the eyes of the scarcity

when was last time a soul die in piece
when was last time a soul die in bliss
neither was a sorrow for a spirit
nor was a tears for a knight soul
a faith in the heart which always leads

to the door of almighty lord

a love never suppressed in a throat

a want always motive to go

when the last time it stopped

when was the last time it disbelieved

internal tornado always ever blows
every drop of selfish blood

painting the innocent heart

when was it able to colour the sole truth

when was the last time it dismental its deeds!

though eyes sees what are infront

when was the last time the eyes really opened

when was last time it crossed the external brigade

thinking is really a good thing to do

but hoping and expecting adds the bitterness

think for a real, think for mighty lord

never goes in waste, always proves its presence

mind is an aluminium bucket

what you keep on it doesn't really visible

let it hide from other but don't let it run away

when was the last time you walked for a mile

when was the last time your feet feel the pain

but its not your feet that are walking

its not them which are suffering

that's your mind walking

that's your thoughts that are aching

never mind, television is how much big

never mind, show is how much boaring

you got the remote control

you got your mighty wish

when was the last time you cried for a day

when was the last time you smile whole day

feelings are just consequences of virtuals

let you always feel what you need

let you always do what you mean

shadows are just a big lie

just step your feet bravely on it

its not your soul who is frightful

its your thoughts which is feeble

clear the haze being sharp edge

whenever falls, finishes the job.

She

A girl in a city street
living alone with her relatives
she was smart, she was thankful
she was vaccant but was hopeful
was so silent smiles rarely
was beautiful, speaks barely
parents were there
friends were there
but was lonely no one to share
was so simple was so feeble
but was so stone hearted
wasn't a breakable
thoughts were clear
willingness to bear
was a beauty
was so fair

many wind blow upon her
many rain were discovered
many sunny days missed her
was too hard to be concurred
she thinks so hard
listens very much
relax small part
and worries so much
She is so confused, pretends to be clear
shows the anger and hides her fear
so closed to herself
so closed to boundary
never ever offer
listen to the other
never want to lead
happy to be follower

pink sari, with pink shandle
pink ear-ring, black hair
black eyliner, black eye
round ring on nose, red cheek
red lips, pink colour lipstick
what a figure, what a statue
living in dreams,youth's heartbeat
is a girl of city street.

Mama take me home

I brushed their shoes

I wash their dish
I cook their meal
and clean their house
I massage their clothes
Mama I'm never appreciated

I work so hard, hard to death
they come to me slap my face
I can't cry loud, can't breathe deep
they catch my ear, no freedom to weep
so suffocating here, nowhere to go
ear to listen and my heads to bow
can't sleep longer, can't go farther
can't smile awhile, can't talk louder
mama take to me to my home
I want to cry in your lap
mama whisper a word
I want to hear your sound

those rusty glasses, those cold water
those dirty floor, those cold marble
those angry eyes, those scolding lips
those kicking shoes, those slapping hands
those beating stick, those pinching fingers
mama please take me home
I can't wash the glasses any-more
mama please grab me
I want to feel your cure

father came and sold me away
he is a drunkard, I do know
but you are a mother
take me to my home
I can't die further
want to smile a day
forgetting the internal dismay
Please mama don't be so harder.

I close my eyes, I feel you
I wish my eyes be closed forever
when I dream, I see you
I wish my life be a dream
Mama take me to my home
keep your hands to my forehead
I want to feel your love

You bear hours of pain when I was born
Don't push me mama to the pain for a life
where are those loving eyes mama?
where are those loving hands?
a question for you mama
and I want an answer
mama take me to my home
I wanna read
give me my books
I want to join the school

God please take a time from the world
make a leisure to look at me
a breaking piece of life is searching you
a haunted soul is searching for eternal piece
just give a minute, give a second
a small child is praying for your help
mama please take me to my home
I want to feel life
I want to feel your love.

Melt Again

Got your number, got your name
just can't call, just can't talk
know your face, know your eyes
just can't watch, just can't stare
I know your place, know your street
just can't wait, just can't meet
know your mind, know your thoughts
just can't read, just can't admire

want to love one, wanna to be loved
just can't find one, just can't like one
wanted to be lost, wanted to be devoted
just can't believe, just can't go deep
many in line, many are fine
just can't grab one, just can't take one
see the flowers, see the roses
just can't like, just can't love

Ask myself why I like to be isolated?
why do I love to be single?
just can't find answer
just can't forget your face.

And upto these days
a lot of water has flown from river
they don't come back
now I've walked miles away
now I'm going to change
got to forget the past
wecome the future
want to take chance
want to have change
just can't wait longer
just can't die further
break those walls,
break those each breaks
breaks of the isolation
avoiding the solitation
just don't wanna freeze
just wanna melt again.

Dreamlover

When she opens her eyes to look at me
I become a man who can't see
when her voice swims through my ear
heart pounds on rhythm and I can't bear
If I'm in crowd and she gets near
everybody else just disappear
I'm a lock, she is my key
her man of the dream I wanted to be

She comes to me
we start a talk
we stare each other
and have long walks
she says some words
words of her feelings
I'm always shocked
coz that was I thinking
sometime I wonder
how we think same
though are physically
so much different

got inside out beauty
my little petty sweety
lives in the house of my dream
as soft as the cream
a woman of my thought
that I've never caught
where is she? where she'll be found?
is she far away or is in my around?
I'm a lyrics, where is my rocker?
ya, that's true I'm a dreamlover.

Patience

an open road, successful hope
lost in street, close to highway
not in dusk, waiting in dawn
a lone soul, not all alone
fighting for presence, for its existence

heads are gone, empty place
braced heart, doubtful face
smile and cheers, heavy emotion
nowhere to keep, no one to mention
still its happy, not for relation
but for future, self satisfaction
passengers cone, let them go
one will stay, the heart knows
world is big, bigger is life
has a reserved, in the edge of time

water in river has a continuous flow
falls from hills and still it goes
flows in plain, flows over the damn
always in motion, leaving around sand
coz eyes for the sea, eyes for the ocean
never ever stops, gives a lesson

The Sun is bright, less are the Moon
shines in dark, hides in the noon
stars are tiny, sparks in night
look beautiful, with a trace of light
all are distinct, all are clear
all have reason, nothing to fear.

Almighty you

Sun has gone for vacation
dusk has knocked our door
baby close those windows
close all of the doors
we are alone in home
be with me want you more

I'm here waiting for your words
maybe you are waiting for mine
lit up the candle, put on the table
lets face each other, don't be feeble
if I'm the one that is suffering
then your love is my only disease
there ain't anything that I can't give
but baby being alone I can't live

moon is shiny and so is your face
I'll pass all my life having your glance
world may be big, bigger than I assume
but for me not bigger than you
stars are shining and so is your eyes
can't live without you, never say goodbye
come in my arms, sleep in my lap
lets have fun, lets have a nap
life without you has no meaning for me
I'm locked into your heart and have lost the key

night is going deeper, candle goes dimmer
you are my angel and I'm your dreamer
my life is a song, I'm a singer
you are my piano, happy are the fingers
I don't know god, don't know angel
but I do know you are their dead ringer
don't know culture, don't know religion
but I do know you are their finest seed
don't have vision, don't know its reason
but you are my only love and that's my creed.

Give me answer

When the Universe is that much big
god please give me an answer
why do you created Earth as a cage?
when you created Earth
Why do you suffocate them in a place?
My lord! when you created friends
when you bloom fresh emotion for friendship
why do you created separation?
when you made companions
why do you push them in sorrow?

I'm asking when you created a heart
why do you make it so weak?
when you make love
why do you make break ups?

please tell me god
when you make happiness
why do you congest them in a boundary?
when you make a spiritual smile
why do you drench them in ocean of tears?

I'm asking you because I'm suffering
suffering from so called gifted life
burning in the fire of separation
without finding any place for motivation
now give me the last answer
why do you make a life?
when you know its meaningless leaving all alone.

I've being hurt by your creation
I've been crying, I've been dying
sinking down in the sea of sorrow
writing this poem to make you answer
though I know that you never exist
if you ere real, if you were here
thing would have been so much different

If you exist, the I'll suggest you
make a machine instead of human
make them work, kill their emotion
don't make friends and don't make separations
make your slaves who will pray
will call your name, 24 hours a day.

Heartbreak

There were tears on my eyes
hands were shaking
lips were speechless
heart was pounding hard
eyes were steady
in the hospital bed
accomplish with your presence

My darling, I'ne been waking
I've been waitingI've been expecting
and I've been praying for you
open your eyes, smile for once
how hard is this time?
how difficult it is to breathe without you?
I'm kissing your hand
I'm reading stories for you
I can't rest for awhileI can't sleep for a moment
what if you wake up and I weren't there?
what if you need company and I weren't there?

Baby! open your eyes our child is crying
he is asking for his mother
tell me what should I answer him
he couldn't sleep
he couldn't play
how could I convince him
his beloved mother is already dead

My beloved sweetheart, please answer
how can I describe you?
how could I show you?
when the child asks about you later
how could I show?
how could I prove?
you were the most beautiful woman
you are a holy angel

It's hard for me to organise your funeral
I hold your hand and kissed it
I kissed your cheeks, kissed your lips
Oh god! I can't tolerate
I'm suffocating, I'm breaking
want to lay with you
wanted to be with you
want to share the grave

Oh baby! I can't hold my tears
you remember I've never cried before
I've never feel pain in front of you
now you can see, I'm in deep sorrow
I used to give you red roses
Now I can't see you receiving white one

My love, I can't take my eyes off of you
wanted to see you for the last time
goodbye my angel, goodbye my heart
I kneel down, tears drop down on my knees
I look above the sky in the eyes of god
tell him, I'm leaving her in your hand
please I pray! be polite with her

I hold my child
cried for awhile
and convinced myself
I'm not alone
she has left a friend for me
have given me an aim for my life
my little angel is in my arms
and I'll live all my life for him.

It's a boy girl thing

Analysing my life in this world
can't find it departed from you
you are the meaning of my existence
and my passion belongs to you
you are the eighth wonder of the world
wanted to be the preserver of it
you are an angel for me
I'll cut my skin to make you fly
my life without you baby
is just a life of hell

each and everything I've got
is the reserved things for you
all my heart, all my thoughts
all my dreams and all my emotions
will be worthless for me
if it don't get you for its unity

baby, my love! when you smile
when you look into my eyes
when you bite your lips feeling shy
when you stretch your nose for laughing
those oceans in your eyes
the soft voice breaking from your lips
I love them baby
I love them for the most

I'm not a poet to write poems
but baby when you are in front
when you are in my mind
there will be no Shakespeare
there will be no other Romeos
who can come down to Earth
and defeat me describing you

Baby! may be I'm rough
maybe I'm overwhelmed man
OK! then that's what I am
but I'll say baby
you are special
you are soft like flower
you are sweet as honey
you are kind like god for me
and you are plain as sky
that is why I love you.